Hi Everyone, I just read through a LOT of posts and you all are wonderful for sharing and made me feel much better and less alone. Great site! I want to post my story and get any and all comments as i am struggling with not only the decision to do Chemo or not, but the vagueness of my onc doc. (see, I picked up some of the lingo!)
I had terrible constipation, and was finally talked into a colonoscopy. I am 51. I have never been to the Doctor for anything more than Sinus Polyps and allergies in all my years. Fairly healthy, and never thought much about being otherwise. The Colonoscopy changed all that. I had a complete blockage and they wanted to do surgery right away. did that, healed nicely, its been 6 weeks. the biopsy said Stage 2, No lymph nodes infected.
I met with the Onc doc around Dec 6 or so. He said the initial biopsy said I might have Lynch. He made it sound like this makes things worse. He said he wanted to send it off to some specialist to find out. It took up to last week to get me back on the phone, and the story changed a bit, or I misunderstood him initially. either way, he now says the Lynch actually lowers my chances of recurrance. a good thing. IF I have it.
IF I have it? WTH? I thought that is what he sent the second biopsy for. he said no, he wanted to see what my chance of recurrence is. So he says I MIGHT have Lynch. And he wants me to do chemo. Says without chemo, I have a 11% chance of recurrance. With chemo 6%. I have seen no such numbers on this board after reading quite a bit.
The other issue bothering me is he mentioned after 8 weeks, they just do not know if chemo helps or not. Well, I have been hanging around waiting, my family is going nuts because I am not feeding them updated info ( did not have any yet) and now I MIGHT have lynch, Chemo MIGHT not be effective, and he wants a decision TODAY. Well, I am sleeping on it, sortof. I am really just reading this board and hoping I get some good insight from someone on this post by morning.
He is recommending a 6 month treatment every other week ( the 12 treatments I suppose that everyone mentions) if 5Fu, Leukovorin, and oxalipltin.
Did I not read some of these drugs are not good for people with Lynch? this is tough for me because I don't actually know if I have Lynch or not, and the schedule of the holidays and delays have backed me into a time pressure of making a quick decision.
ALL comments and feedback are appreciated. I will read them in the morning. (i hope) . good night!
Red