Sad month

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lorezluved
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Sad month

Postby lorezluved » Fri Sep 28, 2012 6:16 am

What a horrible month this has been with the loss of life from this horrendous disease!!!!!!!! I just want to scream WHY!? :cry: . What a shame I am so heartbroken with this. God bless all those who have passed who are still fighting and for the loving caregivers!


Lori
june 2009 dx stage 3
May 2011 mets lungs
Mom to 3

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dianetavegia
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Re: Sad month

Postby dianetavegia » Fri Sep 28, 2012 7:43 am

I just realized we've lost 4 men from here in just days, 2 young moms we all 'met' through Facebook died in the last 10 days and I got a message from Bobby's wife this morning saying he's failing quickly and hospice is there round the clock.

I hate cancer!
Stage III cc surgery 1/7/09. 12 tx FOLFOX
Stage IV PET = 1.5cm liver met. HR 4/11/12

14 years since dx and 11 years post liver resection.
Pronounced CURED and discharged by onc

“O Lord my God, I cried out to You, And You healed me.” Psalms 30:2

Beatrice
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Re: Sad month

Postby Beatrice » Fri Sep 28, 2012 7:52 am

I am sharing this pain. Cried every day this week , feeling for everyone
and knowing that this might be our fate also.
It is heart breaking !
I HATE cancer!!!!!! Please God help us!
Beatrice
caregiver to Richard ( stg IV)
1993 CC,, resect.,chemo ,rad
NED -> Dec 2008
2009 bladder met, resect, Xel
NED -> Nov 2011
met lung( inop.)
Folfox + Ava Jan -Jul 12,
Sep12 Avastin-met stable
Apr 13: progession lung
Jun 13 : progression

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cecioboe
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Re: Sad month

Postby cecioboe » Fri Sep 28, 2012 8:38 am

Terrible month. Horrible disease. I have had a hard time reading the board lately.
Wife to Jim Stage IV RC w/liver mets
DX 9/16/11
T3N1M1
Oct - Dec 2011 chemo/rad
1/04/12 ileo
1/16/12 LAR, liver resection
2/29/12 blockage, emer surg, ileo rev
4/16/12- 9/16/12 chemo
NED since 10/22/12
De-ported 6/24/16

SoConfused
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Re: Sad month

Postby SoConfused » Fri Sep 28, 2012 9:19 am

cecioboe- it has been very difficult for me to visit the board lately as well with all the struggles that everyone is going through and all the passings. I am torn; on one hand, I am concerned about my friends here and want to check in on them; on the other hand, I have just been so depressed reading about and hearing about everyone else's struggles in addition to my own.

Everyone's in my prayers. I hope things start to turn a corner for the board and starting October 1st, we'll have nothing but good news to report here.
Stage IV CC

lorezluved
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Re: Sad month

Postby lorezluved » Fri Sep 28, 2012 9:28 am

SECOND THAT!!!!!!
june 2009 dx stage 3
May 2011 mets lungs
Mom to 3

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Guinevere
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Re: Sad month

Postby Guinevere » Fri Sep 28, 2012 10:02 am

It seems this summer we've lost more members than ever. It does make it hard to come here but, at the same time, we do get to see the post where someone's now NED or chemo seems to be working for them. It's just so tough to lose so many of the ones who've made such a difference here.
Guinevere
Hrt atk - Feb 11
CRC4 DX - Apr 11
APR liver rsct, procto - Jul 11
Folfox/Avastin - Sep 11
Xeliri - Nov 11
Iritux - Jun 12
Break - Jan - Mar 13
Iritux - Mar 13
Stivarga - Aug 13
Folfiri - Oct 13
Exhausted treatment options - May 14

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pbyers
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Re: Sad month

Postby pbyers » Fri Sep 28, 2012 10:22 am

It has been difficult to lose so many to this horrible disease . And all so young. All we can do is continue to support one another. Luv to you all.
Pam
RCT CANCER STG 111A
COLON RESECTION 6/2010
6 WEEKS RAD & CHEMO 8/2010
8 WEEKS CHEMO ENDING 3/2011
COLONOSCOPY-NEG 7/2011
NED 6/12

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

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hopeful
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Re: Sad month

Postby hopeful » Fri Sep 28, 2012 11:22 am

SoConfused wrote:cecioboe- it has been very difficult for me to visit the board lately as well with all the struggles that everyone is going through and all the passings. I am torn; on one hand, I am concerned about my friends here and want to check in on them; on the other hand, I have just been so depressed reading about and hearing about everyone else's struggles in addition to my own.

Everyone's in my prayers. I hope things start to turn a corner for the board and starting October 1st, we'll have nothing but good news to report here.


You took the words out of my mouth SoConfused. These last days I've felt like I have a ton of bricks resting on my chest, the sadness has been so overwhelming. In the almost 3 years that I've been coming here I don't remember such a sad time.
Caregiver to husband diagnosed 11/09 stage IIIb colon cancer
Surgery 11/5/09
12 rounds FOLFOX beginning 12/18/09
Folfox finished 6/3/10
Last scan Jan 2015
NED since Dec. 2009

rosa01
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Re: Sad month

Postby rosa01 » Fri Sep 28, 2012 2:30 pm

I have to agree it has been a very hard summer. We lost so many brave fighters of this terrible disease. But being with all of you has provide me with hope that Bill could get better and be NED. It has also been a wonderful discovery of new friends who I wouldn't of found otherwise. Funny something like cancer has taught me how important it is to be a good friend. Everyone on the board feels like family. That I wouldn't. Change for anything.

Have a special day.

Sheila
DX 12/11 DH Stg 4 cc age 60
12/20/1 1 lungs mets
2/1/12 started chemo oxe/ava/5-fu
3/12 liver mete fnd
5/12 new chemo irt/Eberix
8/12 lung surg
10/12 irt/Eberix
11/22- 02/2013 NED
02/13 nw right lung met
06/13 2 New liver lesion
06/13 chemo ?

deb1223
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Re: Sad month

Postby deb1223 » Fri Sep 28, 2012 3:29 pm

This has been a horrible few months. We have lost so many to this horrible disease. I'm almost afraid to open this site because it has just been filled with one loss after another. God be with all of us that live with the disease and bless those that have lost their loved ones. Prayers to all of you that are hurting so badly.

Debbie
52 Yr. old Female, DX July 2010
Stage IV CC, 21 mets to liver, 1 to lungs
12 Rounds Folfox
To date no surgeries
Enlarged spleen
Been on Avastin only since Mar. 2011
I WILL SURVIVE WITH GOD'S HELP!

livingbyfaith
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Re: Sad month

Postby livingbyfaith » Fri Sep 28, 2012 5:11 pm

It is very sad to see so many deteriorate so fast. Makes me treasure the time with my husband even more. My heart goes out to the families also. God bless as we all continue to pray for cures.
Hubby 72 cc
Resctn colon 07 stage 3/11 15 cm liver met CEA 3000+
CPT 11, 12 xelox kras wild gall blddr rem 7-12 & abltn
liver stents bi-mo gilbert lng mets , cpt-11 3-13, 2 hernia surgeries2013 & liver abltn went to heaven 10-24-13

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Re: Sad month

Postby Lara239 » Fri Sep 28, 2012 5:18 pm

I agree...what a very sad month. I did not get to know all of these people because I am new here but it makes me incredibly sad to see how much this awful disease impacts this world! Makes me mad! :evil:
wife of DH (age 41) DX 8/3/2012 with 10 cm tumor in decending colon
pre-surgery CEA 4.4, no spread to other organs
8/22 - resection DX stage 3c 9/44 positive nodes
10/3/2012 CEA 1.3
Lynch test negative, tumor IS MSI-H
Folfox 10/3/2012 w/Yance protocol

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Re: Sad month

Postby lorrainem » Fri Sep 28, 2012 7:35 pm

Agreed, this summer has seen many CC friends become angels. Hoping they are together in their new surroundings, pain free and watching over the rest of us. My prayers are for them and all that have been left here to keep up the fight and help the fighters. I am Catholic by birth and do feel the need to say...God bless them all.
Chemorad/Surgery/Chemo
Stage II, no mets, no nodes NED 05/08 again 08/08 again 11/08
Ileostomy reversal 10/16/08

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Re: Sad month

Postby WorriedWife » Fri Sep 28, 2012 8:27 pm

I just want to scream too!! I almost started a post like this last night. I was so depressed to see all the of those who's lives have been robbed by this horrible, disgusting, and scary disease!! I still can't help but wonder where all these donations for the cancer society have been going? Surely they must come up with something better than this poisonous non working (most of the time) chemotherapy! Sorry, but that's the way I feel. I feel like auditing the Cancer Society since they have been taking all these donations for how long now? I remember them going around when I was a little girl!! Not to mention all the benifits, on and on, etc, etc. I know they do some things, don't get me wrong, but they have collected billions and billions over the years. That's just my opinion - and I think about it daily. I just can't help the way I feel - which is they should be doing more and should be further along in treatments that work better by now. (sorry, not trying to make anyone mad, but just my honest opinion)
Hubby
CC Stg. 2b
Dx 6/12
surgery & reconnect
opted out Folfox
Pet Scan Aug NED
abscess/fistula for over a year
ongoing Dec 2013
Praying for each and every one of you


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