Thanks for coming back and sharing your story. I am new to this as my husband Kevin just passed away sept 10th after a 14 month fight and I am finding it hard as well. You had a wonderful support system and the fact that you were there for so much time during the end meant a lot, that is something I regret. I thought I had more time and had just begun my leave of absence when it all happened to fast. I am sill off from work and find that I am still in disbelief.
My prayers go out to your family and I hope each day we both get stronger as you are a few steps ahead of me.
Fiance DX 6/27/11 CC IV w/liver mets,adrenal glnd,pet.
8/2/11 surg.colon wall prefor.no removal of tumor
8/24/11 folfox ,3/12 5FU, 5/12 irinitecan failed, 7/12 didn't qualify regronfenib
8/13/12 Hospice, 8/18/12 married, died 9/10/2012