Hi All,
It has been six months since I have been to the doctor. Had the pet and cat and all was well. Now it's time to do it all again. I go Thursday, they will interview me, give me a good look, then schedule the scans and blood work again.
Here is my question to those who have been here before me.....Do you get scared, kind of a sinking feeling when it comes time for these tests? I know last time I felt just as I do now. It never left me until I got the results. I have prayed and prayed, tried turning it over to our heavenly Father. I still have this horrible sinking feeling. I know it is fear, I know I am not in control of the outcome.
I wonder is this how it will be from now on? Everytime I get a weird ache or pain I think....is it back? Tell me this is only temporary, that as time goes on the fear subsides and we face our checkups with confidence and grace. That is what I wish for today.
Hoping everyone is having a good weekend. Have a safe roll Holly!
Mary