Postby Guest » Sun Mar 12, 2006 6:53 pm
Yes, fear is a given in the realm of cancer. We don't exactly what causes it, therefore we don't know if we will get it again once we fight it off.
I was diagnosed, at the age of 38, in August of 05, with stage II colon cancer. I have three young daughters, have never smoked, have always had a low-fat diet, run, lift weights, do yoga, etc. I thought I was doing everything to keep my body going strong to at least age 100. It was a real shock to learn that I had cancer. It shocked my doctors, my family, and me.
I've had surgery and now I'm going through chemo and radiation. It's a really tough thing to put my body through these treatments...wondering what researchers might learn a few years down the road. I've never been fond of meds. I would break down and take Advil once a month for cramps but that was it. So allowing these toxins into my body is very troubling to me.
There's a long list of fears associated with cancer. And I don't have an answer, yet, as to how to effectively deal with these fears. I pretty much feel like a nutcase myself most of the time. I go along just fine and suddenly melt into tears without warning. I think we have to accept these feelings as normal, find a way to vent, and learn what brings you peace. Not an easy task.
Holly, I've read a lot of postings and you're always so encouraging. Thank you for your positive messages!
Tracy, hang in there, learn as much as you can and be there for your sister. You'll be in my prayers.
Love and Prayers,
Michelle