well i made it through the day. no accidents. lots of trips to bathroom. urges were strong but i was able to hold them. had some pressure down there, mabye from the holding? still disappointed at the intensity of the urge and what is actually evacuated. 1 maybe 2 little pooplets. dont know why they cant come out at the same time. frustrating..
rome wasnt built in a day i guesss,,,,,,.
thanks for the good vibes!
11/16/09 DIAG low rectal tumor ST II T3N0M0
12/21/09 chemopump radiation
3/18/10 suregry colo-anal anastomosis, no nodes,.
4/29/10 Abcess infection
6/3/10 started 12 folfox sessions completed 10.
1/11/11 ileostomy takedown