My Very best wishes for a Good outcome at your HIPEC consult visit !
Am I hearing you correct? That you are being nerveus and can not really share that with your DH ?
If that is the case, I truly understand !! Please let me share:
Some time ago, neighbors came unexpectadely (that is how we meet nowadays due to me having had an accident with multiple fractures and having No strength to invite people - sorry this was just an added personal Sigh).
Anyway, I do not remember how this topic came up during this meeting but suddenly I heard my husband say that I was a hypocondriac
. I said What??? He said: You are reading a lot about Health problems on line are you not?
Oh wow it felt like a knife in my stomach. I could not reply (that I am reading, trying to learn, the best to do if his(!) cancer will show it's ugly self again..). DH is on 'vacation' - NED for now - but I know (too much) and need to prepare for what might (probably) be in his/our future.
Do not get my wrong - I Love !! that he is Living Life ! But I suddenly felt/feel such great pain that I can not share my 'super nervous' (knowing/reading too much(?) feelings with him, instead I had to smile and say: Yes maybe I am a hypocondtriac?..
I do understand that You are "super nervous". Please know that I will be thinking about you and keeping my fingers crossed for you and your DH on Friday!!!
Kind Regards /Lena
DH @ 65 DX 4/11/16 CC recto-sigmoid junction
Adenocarcenoma pt 35x15x9mm G3(biopsi) G1(surgical)
Mets 3 Liver resectable
T4aN1bM1a Stage IVa 2/9 LN
MSS, KRAS-mut G13DCEA
: 5/18 2.5 78 8/17 1.4 48 2/14/17 1.8 29
4 Folfox 6/15-7/30 (b4 liver surgery) 8 after
CT: 8/8 no change 3/27/17 NED for now
Steroid induced hyperglycemia dx after 3chemo .. hospitalized, insulin -> MetforminSurgeries (open)
3/18 Emergency colostomy 5/23 Primary+gallbl+colostomy reversal (+port) 9/01 Liver mets