My body tolerated chemo for #9, I am over at the clinic getting more premeds and 5FU. Last night was a long night, the guy in the next room had a very rough night which puts a lot of things in perspective. His alarms went off for nearly 2 hrs straight(3am-5am). He was so disoriented, had no family or familiar faces there with him to explain. From what I could hear he kept pulling out his tubes and monitor sensors, couple times he yelled for a urine container(blank on the actual term) even though he had a catheter. He did try to pull the catheter out. It was sad and very sobering. I am so thankful I haven't been in that position. By the time all this drama was over I was wide awake and asked for some Benedryl, once I was sleeping good the
tech insisted on opening the blinds and getting my vitals which I know they don't need at that point or they would keep me on the monitor. Than she leaves the blinds open
By the time I get back to sleep its already 7 and I had wanted to check out at 8am. I slept until 9am, so by the time I get cleaned up, dressed, fed and over to the clinic its 10am. An hour and a half later than I wanted.
Not a real big deal, just annoyed
BP is very high again. My Onc wants me to see my PCP for the BP, kind of annoyed by that. I am already here for chemo, why can't he have my nurse call in a Rx? I am sure he has good reasons, just don't feel like going to another appt today. I am guilty of using my Onc as my PCP, after more than two years since dx I have only seen my PCP for a flu shot. I know it is best to have a PCP in my team, just tired of docs
I do love my Onc, he has been wonderful through all this I am just annoyed right now. Being annoyed seems to be the theme for the day
, probably just lack of sleep and now with even more steroids I won't be able to sleep. My Onc did say we would hold Avastin until my BP is under control.
On a good note, no sore throat this morning. Looks like what ever caused the sore throat couldn't take the heat from Oxi
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Thanks for the prayers and positive thoughts!
Jess