I am sure everyone has something to contribute here so chime in.
I am almost 9 months post chemo, and have my port out. I’m 17 months post DX for colon cancer. My last scan was in July and colonoscopy in April. Scan was clear and I was told not to come back for 3 years on my colonoscopy. I just had my quarterly checkup for blood work. Hemoglobin was at an all time high for me 16.4, WBC was just below normal on the low end and has been up and down between 2.6>4.0>4.1 – last time 3.7. My CEA dropped from 3.7 to 2.5. All of this looks good but I still have this nagging feeling. I have had indigestion lately from mild to enough to cause me to take Prilosec. I have had some right hip pain (note signature) lately and it seems like my bowels have been louder than normal and I have had some stomach/bowel cramping. I have had some back aches/cramps that at times are enough to make me cringe.
I see a lot of comments on the board about the “crap or gas” game but fortunately I don’t have that problem. I do however find myself constantly looking at my stools after I go. I think it is kind of like trying to read the tea leave in a cup of tea.
I’m sure everyone here feels this way at some time or another but how do you handle this and at what point do you start believing that it’s just normal and part of aging, pulling some muscles or something you ate? I have put on some weight since chemo, 15+ pounds but I was not very big to start with and lost a considerable amount of weight from surgery. I think I am back to a normal weight however I must admit most of the weight came back and landed in my mid-section – funny how that works.
I really want to believe that things are back to “normal” but since this whole cancer thing it just plays with your mind and at times your confidence is just not what it used to be.
Thanks for listening!