Postby marshak » Mon Jun 11, 2007 10:44 pm
Hey All,
I am so new to this board, that I didn't realize I had so many replies.
Thank you all for your comforting words, your thoughts and prayers.
I can't say it's getting easier yet, but I'm hoping as the years fly by the memories will not be so sad.
I am sooooo happy that I found this site. It does help. I helps to know that there are people out there that understand what I'm feeling.
I have really good friends from college. We used to be so close, but they just cannot understand what I'm going through. Because of that, I find myself isolating myself from them. It's wrong, I know, but I'm hoping that with time it will get easier to speak with them.
Both my youngest sister and I, after our sister's passing, went and got a colonoscopy. I couldn't beleive that we were both clean. I couldn't, for the longest time, comprehend how there could be nothing wrong with us. We grew up in the same household, ate the same foods. How is it that our sister could have died from something like this? I've just grown tired of trying to figure this out, and have just accepted the fact that this is all a part of life.
Anyway, I'm babbling (it does help to be able to talk).
Until next time,
You guys are all in my prayers.