I just realized this Thursday is my unofficial one-year anniversary. I got the official post-biopsy diagnosis on 10/7/09, but my first ugly CT scan was 9/30/09, and we were pretty sure it was cancer at that point, so I count that as my cancer b-day.
Honestly, I'm not feeling great about it mentally. People my age are getting married and having kids, and I feel like I'm in some sort of purgatory. Physically I feel much better than this time last year at least, but I'm still stage 4. We're moving from maintenance to a clinical trial at Georgetown pretty soon, so there's the stress of a new treatment schedule. Frankly, it feels weird that I've been at this a year already and the end--either one--is still so far off.
Anyway, enough downer talk. How did y'all celebrate your cancerversaries, if you did?