ME TOO susie0915. Not a day goes by I don’t think about my disease every little symptoms I get scared , and every little sharp pains I get sends me to high anxiety. It’s a lot of what if’s

Feeling sad and depressed right now all of a sudden. Sigh probably because thinking about colonoscopy procedure next month and next scan in November. When will I ever feel less stressed. Sorry just needed to vent a little

Thank you Stoma Mia for this information. No I did not have Cea done before my surgery. I didn’t even know that I was suppose to check my Cea first . It happened so fast and My surgeon didn’t even do it . When I first saw my uncologist , he was wondering the same thing too why they didn’t check my C...

Thank you Crikklekay for the information. Sigh just hate always wondering the what if’s

I’m sorry but I have another question. How can I tell if I have reoccurrences or not? Just really curious because I don’t get my next scan or see my oncologist til November . It just seems so far away .

Thank you Stoma Mia. I will look into it

Having anxiety disorder on top of this sucks going thru this

Thank you so much everyone for responding n understanding. Means a lot . Sigh just wish that they find the cure for this awful disease already

Thank you everyone for taking your time to write back. Sorry to reply so late sometimes. Late at night is my only quiet time when my young 2 boys are asleep. Sigh I wish I knew where I can find a good group therapy at. Feeling lonely n lost sometimes sucks and no one understands.

Haven’t post for awhile. But here goes. Not sure what or how to feel because every weird symptoms I get it makes me wonder If its back . Even though all my test came out good. My next scan is not til November. Sigh but I know my colonoscopy is coming up in October. That’s my 1 year diagnosis. Every ...

I like your post Lydia (teacher2017} :D sigh its been some rough nights always worried and thinking about it. Scared it will come back. I’m trying to be positive. Going on my first vacation since diagnosed to Hawaii. No worries we’re not going where that eruption is at . Feeling scared n nervous bec...

Thank you everyone And good luck with your upcoming scans. I’m sure it will be good

Hi everyone . Just wanna update my results. Ct scan is clear, and today got port removed . Thank you soooooo much for prayers. The next ct scan is in November. I do have to see my uncologist every 3 months to check my blood work. My cea is same as last time In November which is 0.6 . Hope it stays N...

Ugh this sucks Can’t sleep. What if they already have the results already and its bad and their just waiting to tell me on Tuesday . They said it takes 3 to 4 days . Is that true , can it really take that long. I know they said everything was taken out during surgery on October 19th but what if it c...

Thank you everyone . I really appreciate your prayers