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by Nik Colon
Sat Jan 07, 2017 12:58 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: There are people here who need urgent psych help,
Replies: 31
Views: 5229

Re: There are people here who need urgent psych help,

mypinkheaven wrote:
Nik Colon wrote:Hope you all get to NED and have a great life.
Peace


How are you doing, Nik? I know how difficult it must have been to learn about the lung mets. Have you come up with any plan with your oncologist?

Not quite yet, waiting to hear from trial
by Nik Colon
Fri Jan 06, 2017 10:26 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: There are people here who need urgent psych help,
Replies: 31
Views: 5229

Re: There are people here who need urgent psych help,

I'm only posting to answer the question...I AM THE BIG BAD WOLF! And since some may have not seen my apology to Garbovatwin...I am very sorry, I was out of line and wrong. There you go, Hope you all get to NED and have a great life. Peace I thought this topic was closed but obviously not, so, there ...
by Nik Colon
Wed Jan 04, 2017 2:59 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: To all, old and new
Replies: 27
Views: 3974

Re: To all, old and new

Yes, I'm angry, sad, scared, you name it. I messed up, I said something mean to someone which I tried to apologize for, etc. Btw, the leave or go was a poem about staying in my state or doing a trial in another state, also about life and death. The last time I left for a few months was over a yr ago...
by Nik Colon
Sun Jan 01, 2017 2:56 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: So hard to leave, yet so hard to stay
Replies: 8
Views: 1975

So hard to leave, yet so hard to stay

I am stuck wanting to stay and go. So, I will leave you with this for now. Have you any idea to look upon your face in the mirror and not recognise it? The demons that lurk within, but those around cannot see? The candle that only flickers at times in darkness so black it blinds you? A flash of ligh...
by Nik Colon
Sat Dec 31, 2016 3:31 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: To all, old and new
Replies: 27
Views: 3974

To all, old and new

All I know (or remember) is that I have always cared for all and tried to help. I know I have not been perfect, said things I shouldn't, gotten angry, etc. That is life, that is love. I care deeply, but have hurt many I love the deepest. I have been hurt also. I was taught to forgive, and stick to t...
by Nik Colon
Sat Dec 31, 2016 2:23 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

I have the forms to fill out for the trial, but knowing the cost...I'm not sure what to do. Being away from family, the cost, which I would have to take from them which they can't afford. So, time, money, no guarantee, including time without family. If it works, great, if not, it's time and money fr...
by Nik Colon
Fri Dec 30, 2016 1:48 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Curing cancer with carrots
Replies: 64
Views: 7959

Re: Curing cancer with carrots

Sarcasm....I would love to see a dying person sucking on some damn carrot juice!!! Then pop out of bed... I'M CURED!

If there was a middle finger icon, I'd use it now
by Nik Colon
Fri Dec 30, 2016 1:45 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

Ty Pita, just quickly checking in, trying not to get too much involved.
by Nik Colon
Tue Dec 27, 2016 11:21 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Jalusa
Replies: 14
Views: 2335

Re: Jalusa

:cry:
by Nik Colon
Tue Dec 27, 2016 11:00 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

Thank you to the many here that understand and forgive my inappropriate and hurtful behavior. That is truly not me. We all break at times, sadly, it may be for something stupid (like I did). Again, I am very sorry. I just need some time to take in all the crap I was recently given. Have my time to b...
by Nik Colon
Tue Dec 27, 2016 6:30 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

Thanks, btw, I did apologize, second, thanks for bringing up other things AGAIN, I already said I'm not perfect MissMolly, as I'm sure you are. As I said I'M SORRY, but not to some of you anymore that choose to keep rubbing my face in it. SORRY, SORRY, SORRY!!! Sorry for those of you who can't get p...
by Nik Colon
Tue Dec 27, 2016 2:49 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

Thanks everyone, sorry for being rude the other day. I shall remove myself as I have been told off by a few (my apologiesdon't count I guess, as they seem cocky or whatever). So. I will leave you all on one and refrain from saying somethingI may regret. Again, sorry, love you all, and sorry to those...
by Nik Colon
Mon Dec 26, 2016 12:28 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Re: Life

Thanks everyone, no, I really don't have anyone outside my circle of family and friends irl, except places like here to really talk. I do talk, but try not to too much cuz I know how hard it is for them.
by Nik Colon
Sun Dec 25, 2016 4:04 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Life
Replies: 41
Views: 7497

Life

I'm stuck in a love hate relationship with life right now. Sadly, it seem the hate is slowly winning and getting the better of me. I'm getting to the point of not caring about anything, holidays, etc. I just want to be alone. All they do is remind me of everything that was once good, which makes me ...
by Nik Colon
Sun Dec 25, 2016 3:55 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: H A P P Y
Replies: 21
Views: 2897

Re: H A P P Y

I recommend if a person is not sure of their post, to save a draft of it. If you still feel that way the following day, post it w/o regrets & stand by it...vs post, delete, post, delete pattern. In the spirit of Christmas, I am reminded & humbled by some special people that have the capacit...

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