4 Am Just woke up...bed at 10. Pain worse than yesterday...feel like all my innards will Fall Out. Burning in Asshole Friggin Nuts...One Final Dose at 10:30 this morning..feel like 'running for the Hills' screw the last dose!!. Want to take more Oxycodone...too early for another dose...whatsa Boy to...

:oops: :oops: 1 to go...woke up after treatment this morning. Asshole pain unbearable!! Itch from Hell...back on the Oxycodone after none for 2 previous weeks. Think Radioligist is 'Laughing At Me' in his office...this pain is Brutal....and 1 final to go tomorrow....then the healing will begin...BS....

I just cant bathe period these days...stings too much from Radiation burns and Thrush on Penis. Supposed to clean area daily..having troubles. Using hand held shower head to minimize pain and stinging. Keep water flow low and temperature cool. Trying to spray butt hole after every poo. Some falls ou...

A long haul...8 days off for Treatment Break...2 Days on Dose and 1/2 Rad.....4 Days off For Canada Day Long Weekend...Last 3 Days of Treatment...Finished first today dose and half.. Severe Anal Itch Tonight...Flamazine nor Glaxen cream not doing the trick...2 more days to go. Back taking Oxycodone ...

I use 1 mg of Lorazepam to get through Rad Treatments...they talk me through on machine.

I too suffer from severe anxieties at times. Daily treatments dont help.

Must use it on off days too. Otherwise shake like a leaf spazz attacks. 1 mg not addictive.

Good Luck!!

Using silver Flamazine for butt cheeks. Developed burn on penis dispite being on stomach on beam radiation machine...rays went through. New problem...trying to figure which proper cream to use for new penis burnvand ulcer. Missed 3 days of rad last week cause of this new problem. Tested for stds etc...

Finished 22 Rads and Finished 2nd and last round of chemo two weeks ago. Developed past week ulcer burn on penis shaft..very painful..burns after urination and friction burn when wearing clothes. Sit at home in birthday suit. Using recommended by Uroligist Triple Action Polysporin Cream all week. No...

Thanks...me new too here in Canada. Am 56. See my long post when approved. Good Luck to both of us and Others at the beginning.

Am two weeks in. Pain getting worse from Rad when I poo. Mouth sores and 1St week was Nausea from Chemo drip. 6 weeks of Treatment for moi. Maybe 3 Chemo in total not sure. Hate it!!

Mucous leakage stink frim Hell!!!!

:( Hello from Ottawa Canada...56 year old male with Low Stage 3 HPV Squamous Cancer 5.2 cms at the beginning 2 weeks ago. Did 2 weeks of Rad so far and First week of Chemo Infusion Bottle via Picc Line. That was painful to say the least...not supposed to be but was for me. I am very tall 6 '5" ...