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by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri Mar 13, 2020 6:07 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Hope vs reality
Replies: 9
Views: 2300

Re: Hope vs reality

Thank you ❤️
by ScaredButGottaWin
Wed Mar 11, 2020 7:09 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Hope vs reality
Replies: 9
Views: 2300

Re: Hope vs reality

Thank you all for your supportive words. Just found out I failed FOLFIRI+Avastin. Now on to FOLFOX+Panitumumab. Basically am screwed. Cant deal with this. This f*#ing disease
by ScaredButGottaWin
Wed Feb 12, 2020 12:21 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Hope vs reality
Replies: 9
Views: 2300

Hope vs reality

I want to be hopeful. Very much so. It is what we are supposed to do. At the same time, I know based on what doctors tell me and what I can figure out online, is that I don't have a lot of time left (maybe a year). How the f#@k are you supposed to live like this?!?! I want to be hopeful, but that is...
by ScaredButGottaWin
Thu Jan 30, 2020 11:15 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Peritoneal recurrence
Replies: 3
Views: 1639

Peritoneal recurrence

Had been NED for over 19 months after HIPEC and several rounds of FOLFIRI, then several sweet months of no chemo. Unfortunately, a diagnostic laparoscopy just confirmed its back and all over the peritoneal cavity. There is too much for surgery, so now it's back to systemic therapy for me to buy a li...
by ScaredButGottaWin
Mon Dec 17, 2018 11:31 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Just found out I have cancer
Replies: 29
Views: 13536

Re: Just found out I have cancer

Update here - it’s been a while. Did 9 rounds FOLFOXIRI between 12/17 and my HIPEC last May. Surgeon thinks they got it all. Yay! Unfortunately, pathology was bad, with several lymph nodes cancerous. Recovery from surgery was relatively easy - 8 nights in hospital, and back at work a week after that...
by ScaredButGottaWin
Thu Sep 06, 2018 7:47 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: New to the Club
Replies: 14
Views: 2650

Re: New to the Club

Yeah it sucks. Nothing I can say willl change that. I am in a similar situation - 41 with stg IV. In my opinion, the worst is the first few months. Then you learn to deal. One day at a time.
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri May 04, 2018 8:19 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Just found out I have cancer
Replies: 29
Views: 13536

Re: Just found out I have cancer

Dr Levine at Wake Forest in NC
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri May 04, 2018 6:46 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Just found out I have cancer
Replies: 29
Views: 13536

Re: Just found out I have cancer

Just an update here. I don't check in too often anymore - trying to live my life. I finished 9 rounds of chemo (switched to FOLFOXIRI), and I have HIPEC in two weeks. Excited to get on with it! Also terrified that there will be some non-resectable disease, but we find out soon!
by ScaredButGottaWin
Tue Dec 26, 2017 6:57 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Scared I have Stage IV Colon Cancer
Replies: 6
Views: 1609

Re: Scared I have Stage IV Colon Cancer

Talk to your primary care doctor about it. The risks of a colonoscopy are low, but you will not get a diagnosis without one. I dont know anything about lung nodules, but it is worth talking to your doctor about. Try to relax and take it one step at a time. Freaking out will not help (which I have le...
by ScaredButGottaWin
Tue Dec 26, 2017 6:06 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Scared I have Stage IV Colon Cancer
Replies: 6
Views: 1609

Re: Scared I have Stage IV Colon Cancer

Easy there. One step at a time. Deep breaths. First off, I dont know. I’m not a doctor. I wouldn’t lose a ton of sleep over what could be nothing. But you should follow up with your doctor and be an advocate for yourself to get some tests done and a colonoscopy is easy. There are many steps between ...
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri Dec 22, 2017 3:18 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: chemo - no side effects yet
Replies: 9
Views: 1881

Re: chemo - no side effects yet

I almost WANT the side effects to know it is working and to start to get this under control! Twisted, I know. Thanks for all the feedback!
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri Dec 22, 2017 11:10 am
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: chemo - no side effects yet
Replies: 9
Views: 1881

chemo - no side effects yet

I just finished my first round of chemo almost 24 hours ago. Irinotecan plus 5-FU bolus, and a 48 hour 5-FU pump.

I keep waiting for some side effects here, but I have had no fatigue/nausea, or any other issues. Just wondering when the fun starts! :?
by ScaredButGottaWin
Sat Dec 09, 2017 10:43 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Peri mets
Replies: 7
Views: 2216

Re: Peri mets

Thanks for replies. Any thoughts on best centers/surgeons for this procedure?
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri Dec 08, 2017 5:53 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Peri mets
Replies: 7
Views: 2216

Peri mets

Hi everybody - just found out I have several tiny peritoneal mets (SRC), so they didnt do my planned resection. Am scared out of my mind. Any advice on best treatment options/centers from here? Plan is to start my on regular chemo in a couple of weeks.
by ScaredButGottaWin
Fri Dec 08, 2017 1:17 pm
Forum: Colon Talk - Colon cancer (colorectal cancer) support forum
Topic: Just found out I have cancer
Replies: 29
Views: 13536

Re: Just found out I have cancer

Had surgery two days ago, planned to do resection. Unfortnately, they found several seeds/mets in peritoneum, so they sewed me up and I start chemo soon. So I am stage IV signet ring adenocarcinoma. I am so lost and hopeless. This cant be happening. It is not fair. My wife doesnt deserve to see me d...

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